I was just sitting here, happily staring somewhere in a sad kind of way and now, right now, there are tears rolling down my cheeks. Not many, but a lot for someone who rarely gets to cry. I don’t even care why I was finally able to, all I was thinking was.. ‘oh.. I don’t think my make-up is waterproof’. Only its 11.30 at night and I’m the only one awake here, not going anywhere. I’ve been wanting to break down for a long time but this, this is just.. nothing. There’s no heavy burden lifted, no one to hold me during, no tissues nearby – WTF, I almost always have tissues.. hah, I bet that’s why I don’t cry more often, I can only do it when there are no tissues nearby, Murphy’s law.
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